A Future Blessing
something feels unfinished,
there's a yearning in my soul,
i try to push this far back into my mind, but my heart doesn't want to let go,
i know i have to sit in constant prayer in order to see the truth,
the answers don't stand right in front of me, so i wait on god's spiritual proof,
in time i will understand, the confusion will subside,
this overwhelming disconnection i feel in my heart that i daily try to hide,
i feel like my heart is twisted, i feel so incomplete,
i pray god removes this unbearable pain, and lifts me back up on my feet,
this part of me that's missing, god can only bring into being,
for my mind and heart are at constant war, but i keep believing without even
seeing,
the spiritual world goes deep, it's something we can't physically touch,
it's amazing how god's affections run down to the core, and makes us able to
love so much,
my tears just won't stop falling, and in prayer i ask god why,
"for now, he said, look only for my peace, your still learning to say good-bye"
how much pain do you want me to go through? this all seems so unfair,
he said "while living for me some experiences are joyous, and then some will
have burdens you'll bear"
"through me your heart will stay strong,
the pain you endure will slowly diminish,
you'll understand the blessings i have in store for the future, but you won't know
until i am finished".
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