Abuse
I look into your eyes after its all said and done
And remember the hurt and pain I caused
The promises and dreams I sold to you
The lies that put your love life on pause
See I wasn’t the one for you
And we both knew this to an extent
You to the point of trying to make it work
And me just getting out of it what I can get
See you clinched on to me tightly
Even though it was bulls**t I was feeding you
Because honestly you were dead weight
Unless it was those times that I needed you
And me being me I had moved on so long ago
But you being you and doing what you had to do
Try your hardest to make us compatible
And I was going against love and if I failed
I guess you were just my collateral
How it hurts me to reminisce on the fact
That I held you back so long
How you were trying to make it right
But my intentions were so wrong
Those mornings that you would call me
While in the presence of loneliness
And how I would come and leave
And you would only wish…..
Only wish I would stay to hold you
Or even maybe chill for a while
But I played the game just as I played you
And it all seemed so foul
How I did you so wrong for so long
But even though I knew that you realized
For some reason you still had hope...
Hope on a dream that had died
And long after it all you found love
So is it me disappearing or me losing you
Whatever it was with our situation
I’m sorry for abusing you
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