Accumulating Anger: My Love Was Serpentine
My love was serpentine to the touch
I can't quite explain it...the love of mine
Had gone away from my sight and such
I can quiz my mind to say otherwise, my bittersweet sugar wine…
Why am I extremely drunk off of utter fear?
I should have been intoxicated with cheer
You bruised me with your torn-up tribulations of threats and brawls of plenty
I still believe that you loved me, regardless of the accumulating anger we managed to push through… although we fussed and cussed relentlessly
My love was serpentine to the touch
My God above will see me through...
I feel energy and I want to say something, but I don't say much
My God, I want to flee from fake love so true...
Shame embraced me, never leaving my presence...I pray for deliverance
My false hope and my lack of love life has given me strength to seek repentance
My love was serpentine and it felt oh so divine and it showed me a graceful sign,
Which is the stars that align as the end of times draw near… we shared love, love of mine
Maybe I had too much pride…too much pride
Maybe I'm just meek and have nothing to hide
Baby, I love you, but I loved you too soon I think
Baby, I love you, but I loved you like a drink down the sink…I'm in the brink of ruin and I'm feeling this madness - I will overcome if the rising sun won't let me blink
Accumulating anger got us into this filthy rut of rageful remnants
Accumulating anger makes us rot in the rivers of tears from infants
What have you and I become? Do I succumb to this lingering numbness?
What do we need to overcome? Are we as strong as titanium more or less?
This desire is killing me serenely and tranquility is far from my reach
Passion is jam-packed in my brain of brazen blues and distractions ensnare my mad-and-sad muse
This love concealed within my shattered soul is what I want to share with you and it eats me up inside like a lagoon-dwelling leech
Compassion and lovingkindness is what I need to heal me from my many love flus
I can't help it any longer…this adoration was pure...
I can't move on without saying that I loved you sincerely and forevermore and I'm not lying to you, but you don't return those feelings sadly
My love was serpentine to the very touch for sure…
Your admirable affection was so true and I owe you an apology for my temperamental anger that drove you away from me...that made me sentimental temporarily…
I miss your gracious radiance and your precious elegance
You will always and forever be in my remembrance
Unfortunately, my accumulating anger towards everything ruined our once lovely relationship
And I was acting like a son of a gun; I'll do better in no time as long as I still love you a ton
I want to be your remedy, but I was your curse from the start...my young heart is broken down like a sea-churning ship
And nothing can mend my rip…unless our lips kiss in perfect unison
My love was serpentine, but the anger we accumulated together has become a disaster not our own…
It's originated from the devil that crawls beneath our skin…underneath our hideous sin
It's a corrupted and deceiving design that makes us feel like we're spiralling into the darkness unknown
I love you truly, but you fell out of love with me and force-fed me guiltiness from within
Our affectionate passion and delight is an incognito mode that cannot be revealed
What’s been broken has been mended for the most part and wounds are concealed
You and I’s accumulating anger is dangerous to the touch -
I noticed right away the moment you said I hate you so much
You left me behind because of the constant anger that brews in our lives
We used to belong together and not completely seperated for life
We can’t just sit still in silence and stare at each other until happiness arrives
Peace will be with us forever as long as we vanish away the strife
The ugly beauty inside you is the ire of fiery desire
That inflames all of me cruelly and sets my heart on fire
The ugly beauty that resurfaces in the waters of woe
Will ripple you and I's raging fire and ardent aqua aflow
My love for you was as deep as a wishing well
I adored you from the ceiling to the floor, darling angel
My love for you was as shallow as the waters of wistfulness
I can't afford to hoard hatred in my heart of zealousness
I have faith that love will guide us like an emerald compass through wilderness and seas of turquious and teal…
Feeling my way towards oceans of oppression like a devouring shark, searching vigorously for his next meal
Our love was made out of the finest of steel, but you left me behind like no big deal
You kept rolling in the wrong direction like a splintered, ancient wheel...not to our appeal
Don't listen to the deceptive lies
I don't want to bid you goodbyes
Don't pay attention to the sinister devil
That tries to disguise itself as an angel
You left me a victim in the abyss of your farewells and oh-well's
God can definitely help us to get out of each other's shells
Your gratitude is a sword and a shield as it's supposed to be...will it set us free?
My anguish-reduced anger and my atrocious attitude is harming you and me
Always remember that your accumulating anger isn't beautiful…
But, your love is unattainable
But, our love was extraterrestrial
Our anger was rather detrimental...still, our unconditional love - I am forever grateful!
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