Afterlife
Bleeding so painfully...I escape the light
I try to forget the hardships...brewing in life
But, it's too hard to live this life...this life
Breathing so heavily...I fade away into the night
I try to forget my past...it slits me like a knife
But, it's too hard to live this life...this life
Fight away the monster in my heart
Throw away my sorrow...Take away my wretchedness
Burn away the hideous rage...tearing me apart
Take away the anger...renew my joyfulness
Oh God...please forgive me...
I long for Your cheerfulness... to set me free!
Bleeding so dreadfully...I pray for delight
I try to pray for mercy...for this pain is too much to bear
But it's too hard to live this life...this life...
Fighting back tears...I discover His light
I try to pray for comfort...and I know He is there
I pray for His wisdom...to scare away the strife
And escape from the darkness
I look forward to the afterlife
When there's no sorrow or pain...
When there's no manipulation...no evilness...
no violence...no craftiness...
Replayed...replayed...
Someday...someday
That time will come!
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