Love Poem: Agapemind and Erosbody
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Agapemind and Erosbody

It is my intimate physicality,
genderality,
sexual identity,
hormonality,
juiciality of love

Yang-fused Eros, 
rather than a less intensely sensational 
Yin-Agape,
troubling me

dissonantly aching
through aging body bones

Agape's passionate Theorem
longing for Eros's pleasure Proof
despite lengthening despair 
of insufficient time and place 
for reincarnating mutual future loves.

Love's integrity of touch 
and addictive symbiosis
co-arising AnthroMind’s synergetic nurture,
feeding and fueling nature’s beloved EarthBody,
within co-binary frames

Coupling Ego communicators 
and Anthro regenerators
with reconnecting Eros bodies
re-ligioning our integrally intimate 
compassioning Agape minds.

My youngest son has cerebral palsy
which has limited his mind’s capacity to understand and form abstractions,
such as language,
yet he well understands nurturing v. pathological physical relationships.

I wonder what distinctions between Yang’s Eros and Yin’s Agape
lie within this my love’s perfection Son?
His responses to life’s variables and constants
remain both uninformed by,
and therefore unrestricted by,
love’s metaphysical abstractions
about what our relationship should look 
and sound
and feel 
and smell 
and taste like tomorrow

Unable to imagine differences
from how we feel together today.

This perpetual youth of love’s human incarnation
cannot age and learn and develop into diffusion
and dissonance of his body’s resilient response 
to Eros-Yang
and his mind’s resonance 
with Agape-Yin 
primal WinWin love 
co-intelligence.

My neither kind or unkind Taoist Master Son,
icon of coarising root chakra Eros
and crown chakra Agape,
is LeftBrain nonlanguaged, non-dominant

comprehending expansive EarthTribe love 
felt deeply synergetic 
organic healthy life,
as best he can re-ligion this Golden Fleece 
of internalBody/externalMind
nondualistic climate resonance.

If his body feels good and healthy
his mind feels this truth as richly contenting beauty,
fertile synergetic whole non(0) soul-ness,
cognitiveAgape
affectiveEros 
integrity's win/win potential
passion/pleasure.

He dreams in Eros
as he wakes to Agape v. Dismay
within his Beloved EarthTribe

communicating through networks of fertile resonance
and occasional wilting, 
climatic dissonance

Internal seizures
and sometimes blaring 
loud angry frightened external voices
he has no desire to comprehend
much less offend

as anything other than just cause for belly laughter,
where Eros and Agape practice divine comedy 
co-creation stories
to Eros trauma unfold 
and Agape therapy refold 
peace dreaming later.