Alas My Wordd
what is life that i must suffer for trusting and loving
i have received backlash instead of affection and tender arms
my own in laws disowned me yet my wife was God given
my very own dad sees me as a nuisance that deserves nothing in life
mom sees me as just a housewife yet i am God's offering
noone sees the reason to help me for i have nothing to offer
i am jobless yet i will still trust in you Lord
you have shown me dreams that even great men of our generation long for interpretation
you have battled on my behalf yet death was my sentence
dear God i have served you for you alone ca6b i trust
i feel like am dead for noone sees the value in loving me
if i ask for a shoulder i get the second class treatment after all are satisfied
dear Lord you know the words my very family have rejected me with
starting from dad to mom down to the siblings rivalry i got no right to act for i got no money
my very wife rejected me for i lost a single vision yet when i wronged her she sold me to the authorities for she is well connected
her parents rebuked me but praised there daughter for bravely yet she warmed another man's bed
dear Lord, it's my mistake that have brought me to this humiliation
therefore mshahara wangu inafaa kifo...
naomba please Lord if i have exhausted my usefulness to you and i can't be reconciled to you,
let me die for noone will even mourn for me
the rejection i have received is very much
however if one day i will leave this house of hate never let me turn back to it again
Dear Lord it's easy for me to ask for punishment to my enemies but today i pray for your help in my life
i want peace,unity and above this love first from above then from here but the final word is with you
this poem i place it in your hands..
Lord deliver me from that old rusty drum i slept in yet i was in a land of milk and honey
build me an empire of love and give me 77 times by 77 of what has been taken away...
Amen
#made from Africa
#chui munga the poet
@10th/07/2020
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