Almost Had It All
t’s been enough already
So one sided
I gave you all of me
Only to ride this roller coaster
Losing you at every drop
To have you fall from the heavens as I reach the top of the coaster
To start over again to only lose you at every drop
My heart shattered enough times with you
Never did you care how bad it hurt me
Never accepting your own actions
Only blaming me
Blaming me … for loving you
Wanting to have a life with you
Wanting to wake up with you everyday
To want to fall asleep with you
Just spending time together like a normal couple
Yet we weren’t normal
I love you too much
You have attachment disorders
We could never get on the same page
You wanted me but only at your convenience
We’re I truly loved you
Unconditionally
But you really didn’t want any of it… commitment, life partner
It was all talk from an alcoholic
Just talk no commitment
So sad because we almost had it all
Could of
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