Alone I Will Cry
Yes it's true I'm so lonely
I have no one anymore to hold me
And I wish more everyday
That I had you here in every way
But I don't
Answer your phone or messages you won't
I was crazy to believe that you
Were somehow still in love with me to
So I'm sorry if I bother you
God I just wish I could get through
Let you know what I feel
Is so very truly real
Never meant to hurt you or to put you in this position
And it's hard for me to make this decision
I'll try my best to no longer call
I know I can make it on my own after all
I've been through
I've given that to myself the time for it was past due
Even though my heart will fall
That can't be stopped it's to far gone
It's been falling for a long while now
I have to go on with my life somehow
Letting go however just don't feel right
So I can't guarantee I'm definetly giving up this fight
For you I'll do my best, use all my might
I'm not sure if this is what you want
I am sure however me your memories will continue to haunt
And I'm willing to bet
This decision to I will come to regret
The hope will always be there
That one day soon you'll call and tell me you do still care
Even though it's being ripped all apart
I really am in love with you with every piece of my heart
So this I will try
Even if until the day I die
Alone I will cry
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