I was going to wait Because that’s what I was taught. But then you came along. You made me feel safe And special. You made me want to do things I’ve never done before. I wanted you to know that I trust you completely. I wanted to give you My everything. You seemed excited When I finally told you I would do it. I was terrified But willing to make this sacrifice For you. October 8, 2016. That’s the night. It didn’t hurt as bad As they said it would. It felt wonderful. It was pleasurable, It was magnificent. It made me blossom Into a new me, An experienced me. And I didn’t even mind That I had just committed One of the most awful sins With you.