Anymore
my human side
is rapidly changing in me.
within societies reflections,
i am unable to be myself.
depth,
is its own sea of loneliness.
violently,
my demon's are released within me
and my reflection forms
a new sickness-
a gift
that you can not deny
that everything that you once love
has died.
the work seems harder,
the days seem longer-
heads you win,
tails you lose.
caught in between the jagged edges
of heaven and hell;
where is the girl that i knew years ago?
i have thought about this
for a long time,
the answers should be black and white-
very clear,
for its only the truth that remains.
two can play the game as well,
no more crying
when i think about you...
those years are gone for good.
i got lost
wondering through the diamonds
of your evil eyes-
with time,
i will move on.
within the arms of love,
i will again become strong...
looking for the remains of a spark-
that does not need you
anymore.
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