As I Sit and Ponder
AS I SIT AND PONDER AND QUESTION WHAT I SHALL WRITE
THE PURITY I HEAR AS RAIN REPEATEDLY FALLS
JUST LIKE THE TEARS I SHED
SAYING TO MYSELF ANOTHER LONELY NIGHT
SITTING ON A CHAIR IN THE CORNER AND HAVING ALL THESE THOUGHTS
IN MY HEAD
TRYING TO MEDITATE ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I JUST SAID
AS I SIT AND PONDER I QUESTION MYSELF
WHY THINGS ARE THE WAY THEY ARE
TAKING ANOTHER SIP OF MY CARAMEL MUDSHAKE ONLY TO WISH IT WAS
YOUR LIPS
REMINISCING OF OUR HAPPIER DAYS
NOT BLINKING AN INCH
ONLY REMINISCING ABOUT YOUR TOUCH THAT WOULD LEAVE ME
PARALIZED IN A TRANCE
AS I SIT AND PONDER IT IS YOU IN MY THOUGHTS
YOU'VE LEFT ME LIKE AN APPLE ON THE COUNTER ONLY TO ROTT
THINKING HOW NICE IT WOULD BE TO SEE THAT SMILE AND HAVE THINGS
THE WAY THEY USED TO BE
PRAYING DOES'NT CUT IT NOR DO MY WORDS
AS I SIT AND PONDER I FEEL SO INSECURE
IT IS YOUR FAULT
JUST ANOTHER JAULT
AS I SIT AND PONDER REALIZATION HAS TAKEN THE MOMENT
A FEELINF I'M NOT LIKING ONE BIT AT ALL
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