Beautiful
i don't have any control anymore
it seems i gave up on what i was looking for
I found the one thing i what
the one person i would flaunt
i have the girl of my dreams
but in my mind it seems
like she doesn't want me
or mayb she doesn't like what i become to be
but i am he
and u want to see
the real me
well its here on this pad
im showing u all
of the talent i once had
idk if i can fully do this anymore
idk if i will get that feeling of being able to soar
i get the feeling of happiness once and a while
but if u don't catch it then u will miss this once in a while smile
im not depressed for everyone's sake
i just don't care if anything blows up in my face
because that how i must do
for something so hard to get used to
that why i may not have a soul
but souless i still got my goal
of doing what i can
to progress as a better man
if have to swallow my tongue
if i can never have the feeling of enjoying something fun
then thats wat i must do
but i do get joy from you
and you know who you are
my beautiful most prestigious star
i will never let my love for u go
i can only show wat u should already know
i would give the world to hold ur hand
i would take the a bullet to make sure u stand
i would give up feet, my eyes, and both of my hands
just for that last moment of being ur man
if u really only knew
everything i would do for you
i love you so much
and every moment im thinking about us
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