Bewildered
Please lie to me
Filled me with dishonesty
Won’t you just hurt me?
Hurt me with the pain of melancholy
Another day goes by
I still can’t tell myself why
I don’t love you any longer
I don’t have the heart to hurt you
Filled you with disloyalty
Will you let me go?
I asked you not to love me anymore
Coz you treating me like a queen
Comb my hair like a little girl
Spreading red roses in my room everyday
I don’t need those
You showered me with your stunning words
Swayed me with your warmed skin and touched mine
I’m done, I’m sick of this romance
Should I surrender in fear, do I deserve to shed another tears?
I wanna to scream to keep me away from this romantic dream
You are so fine with the way you loves me
But I don’t deserve to get all of the kisses
I feel like listening to a silly love song
Or being one of those characters in an old romantic movie
I need a love full of respect and understanding
Not just lust and jewelry
Now, I will be the bastard who left
I know this is wrong but if I keep moving on
I might be living in a lie, but it is okay
Sorry is not the exact word to express
Coz I’m such a pain in the ass
But I know that you will understand
That I want a love that last
Not like a TV commercial full of lie
Coz I’m lost in your love
I’m sorry I’m the one who left
I’m sorry
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