Foundation of the mind I am renewed I have grown I took delight in confusion Thought I was right when I was wrong I was running away from the light I wash clean of this torture called love This is not disappointment but fate telling me stop I will ignore the door no matter how many the knocks I lock and throw away the key I planted the seeds to my own destruction Everyday a brick onto my disastrous construction I held this in my heart and had so much passion Now I can see it was all a delusion When I see my masterpiece of *****concluded