Blind Trust
I grabbed your hands to avoid sinking,
I held it firm so that you would help me raise.
Little did I realise I was repeating my mistake of blind trust.
Dear, my trust was already faded,
And now it you completely erased it away.
Now my mind is blank,
And my heart has lost it's power of trusting back.
I shared my melancholy with you like a daydream,
And you turned them as nightmares for me.
I don't wish anyone to gain my trust,
Because I had trusted you and that was enough.
Now my heart and mind is shattered to this extend,
That I think sinking was the best option for me .
Should have avoided raising and experiencing ,
The same painful dipping down.
I mind is flooded with your envious act,
You just caught me in your webbed trap.
Now I find myself entangled .
I opened myself up infornt of you,
You didn't just squeeze my heart
But touched my naked soul.
My soul had started preparing it's antidote,
With your support,
But your unfamiliar touch turned them to venom.
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