Blow It
I feel a little alone
Even with you by my side
I feel a bit left out
It's something I try to hide
But I didn't do a very good job
Because you just confronted me
About how you saw my shame
Now you want to know how I see
But maybe I don't want your help
Maybe it's not something I need
Maybe your help isn't helpful
But still you say I should take heed
I just don't know what I should do
You were my friend through and through
But now that we are closer
I just don't know what to do
I'm not sure how to handle this
I want you so bad, and you know it
But this is harder then it seems
I really hope that I don't blow it
I can't, I won't not for the other
So this thought for now I shall stash
In fact perish the thought at that
There is no way I'm messing this up
You are mine and that's a fact
I hope I am making the right choice
Because I'm breaking the other's heart
Or... maybe it's mine and I don't really know it
Is this something I should start??
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