Child of Mine
Its so crazy
Everybody's having babies.
They're truly blessed
Yes i must say
It seems someone is having a baby all day everyday
One of my own?
That's something I don't have
Although i did become pregnant long ago,
That's a thorn in my past
The joy i felt could never be described
When i had that miscarriage
O lord i cried and cried
Ever since then
Its an emptiness I cant fill
And to think, women try to avoid that joy with one simple pill
It seems that women who don't deserve kids, want to only throw them away
But for that bundle of a blessing
I pray every day
I have dreams of having my own
Possessing my smile and looking into my own eyes
I dream of hearing that giggle
That would be the ultimate prize
There's nothing like your own legacy
Being able to prepare him or her for this life
I know things wouldn't be easy
But that would be my never dimming light
I pray my day will come
Deep inside that's why i strive to live
To bring the world a piece of me
Pass down my spirit
I have so much nurturing to give
It seems as each year gets harder to accept that i haven't conceived
I'm starting think
Maybe God doesn't plan to make me a mommy to be.
My biggest fear is never having a child
Just that thought drives my imagination wild
But I put my faith in God
I pray my dream comes true
O how i cant wait to meet the little "YOU"
By Kioshi D Love
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