Cycle of Life
You Know the cycle of life is so strange
I ask myself all that I have done and plan on doing
Is it truly worth it only to die in the end
With so many religions who is to say which one is the 1
Is there really a heaven or hell
All I know is that I feel I am a creature of God's most highest creations
All my life I never really had friends
Yet people would flock to me
Even though I was always there to or give advise
I still choose to stay away from social gathernigs
I really don't talk to anyone outside my family and co-workers
Yet no matter what I awlays seem to have this feeling that I am a choosen vessel from God
I'm so afraid of sining because I do want to go to this place they call "heaven".
Plus I want to make sure the ones I love go.
That's just the type of perspn that I am
Yes I do admit that I am willing to give a person a few chances
In the end however I will get the last word
I dont mean that in a negative
Well I guess I do
Anyways I love those that respect me
So what's new with me
Well I'm in love
This time it's a mature love
It feels strong and stern within my heart
This gentleman means well
I love him but it's the unkown that is killing me
I believe he is afraid of commitment because of what has happened in his past relationships
I believe of these past situations there is a wall built up around his heart and mind.
So is he who I really want to be wiith
Well let's start from the starting line
All gentlemen what can I say
When I saw him enter the room I had to fight my curious side from peeking a glance.
Honestly the first thing I thouhgt was OMG he is so beautiful
He's lips so juicy
Oh how I'd like to suck the breath out of him
His body was tall and trim
I knew right away that he was Italian
His spoke so fluent and suave
Intelligence was a blessing he was not afraid to show with confidents
Yet humble and soft in tone
It's just something about he's true soul and heart
He is a man that has been shot down by many
Yet he rose to the challange and overcome all the obstacles put in his way
You know why I believe he and I were meant to be...
For several reasons..
#1 96.899% of the time he is relaxed state and positive in spirit
#2 He can show he's weakest side in front of me
I don't think anyone can sstisfy him the way that I can
Someone I am always looking forward to see
Love is beautiful thing when two people can add to one another
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