Day Dreaming
Sitting in my room
Wondering about life
Why does god make us fall
For someone we can't have?
Now they say there is a reason for everything
But I don't see the logic or reason in this particular thing
Isn't this just going to leave me even more confused
than I already am?
Falling deeper and deeper
knowing in the back of my head
the landing won't be soft
But of course here I am
Day dreaming about him
Not a envious or jealous bone in my body
I am content with my imagination running
Just as long as he can be happy
This in it's self is a statement
I am self righteously unselfish
There are aches I can't mend
There are day dreams I can't Prevent
So here I sit lying on my bed
Trying to sleep but all I see is him
In the patterns of my ceiling
Him in the trees blowing outside my window
Him forever embedded in my mind
I say it's unfair to make me feel this way
For someone I can't make mines
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