Love Poem: Dead tree

Dead tree

This morning I walked in Fryent Country Park
It is a lovely place, magnetic space, I got my vein
Walking on paths, green views, watching the land

This is where my life opened up, yes my life has gone up
Life gives me land, a field where my soul grows up
Flower garden, fresh shoots, open my heart, 
                                                    please walk on this land

I am walking also up on the hill, and a tree crosses my way
                              Dead, minimum two hundred years old
                                      Old brother, I love this tree
                                                          Pain my heart
                                                          This tree soul passed away

Why is life so unfair? Why? I don’t understand it
                                                                No, no
                                                                      No
                                                                      Don’t
This tree did only good in its life. Why, why is this tree dead??
Oh, I hear the answer, it brings a breeze
                                                     Hah, I understand
                                                              I understand it
                                                                  This is the life

I woke up, I am waking up.  I am still alive!! Why? Why?! 
Fast! Fast! I yell this word to me. 
I run in the forest and search, but I don’t find something
I don’t find, I don’t find my tree. Where is my tree??
I don’t have an axe here!!
How can I kill myself?!
How can I kill my tree?!
I want to follow my older brother
I am following my dead tree brother
My heart told me: You are already dead
                            Your Watford crush killed you
                                    Your life is … never …
                            Follow your old friend
                            And start a new life
                            Must be forever…