Disavow
Lightening comes but once in a lifetime
Like love
I cannot outrun what’s rightfully mine
Fighting these emotions of mine
Breeds discontent
Wandering the continent
In search of solace
Climbing the lattice
In hopes of escaping
The rampant nagging
Now agape
Falling head first into raging storm
Trying to adjust
To this feeling forlorn
Spinning circles into the floor
Keeping myself pure
Behind closed doors
Questioning the fervent yearning
To be made whole
Questioning the constant churning
Of want and desire of a married man
Burning with disavow
I know not why, I know not how
But I will have what my heart desires
Even if the cost is paid with fire.
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