Don'T
don’t pretend you worry
or even that you care
don’t pretend it matters to you
don’t you ****ing dare
I always want to be your friend
I’ll just be a phone call away
Your sadness I’ll always try to mend
In your sex games I’ll even play
But don’t think I’m oblivious
Don’t think that I don’t notice
This thing that is so obvious
The way we are never us
You expect me to do what you want
You think that I’m in love with you
You’ll never be all of what I want
I’ve gotten over you
I’ve realized things, I’ve noticed things
I can’t make you do the same
You just won’t let go these things
You’re holding on to pain
You’ll measure everyone against him
And if they aren’t the same
You’ll treat them like amusements
Temp'ry and mundane
Maybe you only talk to me
Because I’m always there
Maybe you only look at me
As a genderless place to share
You want to talk, you want to play
Fine I will always listen
But don’t pretend at end of day
This is but what it isn’t
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