Love Poem: Enabled Empathy
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Enabled Empathy

It's weird
and sometimes wild
living with a non-LeftBrain verbal dominant
aspiring child,
now young adult

I find myself waiting for him
to nonverbally connect
and correct me
about my patriarchal domineering
economic and political ableist sins
of felt omission from commercial value
and, perhaps worse,
my passionately messianic
self-centered sins of silent 
unvoice-touched neglect,
noticing my own ambivalent approach/avoid trauma
obsessive/compulsive verbal commission
and reiterative talk therapy recommission.

And
he never disappoints
going to the right
felt point

Could no more lie
or steal
or deceive
than feel envy
fueling greed
for tomorrow's self-sufficient hopes
and EarthMothering dreams

At night
when we sleep,
if not before
then after an overpowering seizure
He can explain to me

No ancient spiritual 1-ego experience
could be other than HereNow natural non-0 
panentheistic feeling
linear time and yet circular 
light and dark space
germinating root-systemic inspiration

Without LeftBrain dominant
defensive weapons
1 protagonist neither can
nor would
nor should
retool and lavishly display 0-root chakra
felt word voices
outside inadequately abled numeric language
for nonverbal co-passion's inside-0/outside-1
massage and touch
synergetic taps
4/4 rhythms
fractal in/out patterns
syncopated
muse-wise octaved 
multiculturally sacred messages.

Sensory receptive memories,
cause-effect singular explanations
and co-arising circular narratives
of co-redemptive therapeutic recycling
spiraling vicious spiking severance
and virtuous retooling systems
negative inside 1 bipolar string
and not yet positive non-0 dipolarity
co-arising appositional love/fear voice
recycling empowered/unenlightened
approach/avoid dissonant choice 

To unconditionally not divorce physical 
Nature outside abled bodies
from merely metaphysical 
Spirited impulses
inside nonverbal sacred minds 
naturally engaged

Deep listening back through neurosystemic compassion
wet and warm co-invested time
and yet dispassionate space
darkly parched and cold
bilaterally multicultural 
multigenerational
poly-paradigmatic
panentheistically inviting 

Warmer maternal touch
enthymematic healthy thoughts
safe feelings
making and remaking content-ment
neurosystemic Common distinctions

Integrity's RightOriginal Mind
passion for outside health
and safe internal revision wealth
co-regenerating sacred communion

Win/Win default
poly-passioned balance
bilateral 1/0

Ego Yang Verbal Left
stern deep-voiced patriarchal
sacred co-passioning
Eco Yintegral NonVerbal Right
pre-bicameral Taoist humming
indigenously outflowing 
growing wise and warm,
sometimes wet, 
CoPassion

For positive-health EarthFeminist 
warm comforting wet womb confinement
sacred surrounding
positive-wealth AnthroChild emergence
of Earth's universally sacred Sun
co-operatively shining transtheistic
complexly wild spiraling winds 
belly laughing co-empathic passions

Internally sung and warmly danced
oral wu-wei wisdom traditions
of body/mind
nature/spirit
out/inside space-timed formation
flowing co-relational balance
synergetic harmony
symphony
resonant mindbody integrity

Grows wiser pre-verbal
cooperatively positive health
than multigenerational
disabling apartheid nightmares
of polysyllabic abuse 
and monoculturing neglect

Anticipating inside/outside mortal 
-1/-0 lose/lose 
universal cold
and feverishly hot tremors
predicting dark disuniting trauma.

It feels weird post-peak,
and sometimes wild,
continuing to sacredly aspire
to merit this gift

RightMind animated survival
of LeftBrain dynamic talking
ego-monotheistic thriving
exclusive AnthroSpeaking salvation stories
retold in inside only voices
no self-respecting ant
would find either sacredly curious
or benevolently courageous

Living
and apparently dying
repeatedly
with a non-LeftBrain verbal prominent 
non-ego-exceptionalist aspiring child,
now contentedly sleeping
in compassionate comfort
and organically warm 
sacred joy

Hopefully
dreaming that we feel pleasantly weird,
sometimes provoking wild belly laughs,
feeling free togather outside a LeftBrain 
verbal dominant label,
name,
+1 inside v -0 outside 
ego against eco competition frame
EitherSacred Or SecularizedDisEnfranchisedOther 
possibly unhealthy and unsafe 
win/lose anthro-verbal ablist imbalance

Preferring
RightMind prominent
warm and wet wombed compassion
emerging -(-0) inside/outside +1
equitable development dreamwork 
emergent compassion 
polypathic journey,
communing flow of thought
dialectical body instrumental conversations

Weird co-invested protagonists
and sometimes wild extended family
living within a non-LeftBrain pre-verbal 
transparent and vulnerable
polyculturally panentheistic
yang/yin balanced
polyvagal resonant dominance

A more Here/Now
timelessly balancing
copassioning communion moment
of in/out-digenous 
resiliently peaceful 
graceful
blessed
sacred silent-yin
loud-yang 
felt enabling 
engaging wisdom

To choose soulmates
health wealthy
and wisely

As they choose 
to dream with healing
feeling compassionately verbal agency
through nonverbally co-empathic you.