Eternal Pain
things shall never b the same
between the crying and the screaming
my heart body and soul is in pain
deep cuts to my flesh
the wounds so visible
yet not so noticeable
i see you
i see the love exchanged
your gentle hugs and kisses
how that one there has love for his misses
i envy
my heart envies
my soul envies
i mean i mean o how my body envies
conversation is not the same
i no longer have fun playing yahtzee games
i cry lakes
i walk with pain
at the sight of anothers happiness
i fill complete with jealousness
making up deliberation
to try and find solice maybe some justification
i search and come up short
only to start back at square one
with pain tears anger and fear
the longing and wanting of that soul
that once mate of a soul
who i believed kept me whole
who i feel who i keep close
and i fall to the ground thinking
why me!
why me!
why for the heavens sake must it be me!
the gut ripping staomach aches
hot head pains
tight throat
shakes so bad i walk under the sun with a coat
i look to the east desiring
hoping to return
yet inside of me right no i feel
ETERNAL PAIN to forever burn...
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