Everlasting
Eternal love is what you give me weekly…and, honestly, you put me on Cloud 9 naturally
Vivacious, vibrant California sun’s heat makes me sweat, so I put on the AC in your Mercedes Benz car – fervent adoration is the motivation that drives me straight to you
Embarrassment leaves me when I’m with you…I’m speechless when you kiss me – you make me feel whole again and you make me feel way better than human…in loss of words when we make love with our XOXO’s…I can only dream daily…gaily…I fell short with bewilderment long ago, but you save me from all that ruckus…I’m dwelling in my radiant realm in the recesses of my mind’s eye – I feel ridiculous, feeling for you, but at the same time, I feel like we understand each other
Reminiscences flood my mind – not everything is black and white these days…I’d rather sink deep in my fantasies than to face reality because in reality, I was heartbroken more than a couple times…too many times, I’ve found myself worrying – but, with you and Him in mind, I feel composed and mollified
Lonesome and solitary I’ve become – at least I’m not surrounded with ignorant fools, irrational maniacs and senseless idiots…I know I’ve acted like a know-it-all jerk and I expressed my apologies to you already…my silence has led you astray and your abuse doesn’t help with me, trying to find peace within myself and His Word…I need His love from above, not Satan’s hatred from down below
Anxiety isn’t good for me, so instead, I’m feeling thankful for all the things I have…inner earnest elegance encourages me to move on from the past…I need to move forward and not make the same mistakes I did over and over again – I wish I was like I was before – so innocent, holding on to everlasting wisdom and beautiful knowledge from on high…it’s all because I was in this crazy cycle in all aspects of life…and it feels like it’s everlasting…
So…I’m trying to gain sanity and a sense of belonging in this town I call Home Sweet Home…I don’t belong in this house of filth – where the animals and the bugs roam about vigorously right before my eyes – I need time out of the house for a time – just to pray to God Most High…He understands my downfalls and uprisings…He knows all my pros and cons…He loves me more than anyone would – I have faith in Him and I believe in Him wholeheartedly whether you like it or not…
Tranquility is from the Lord of Accord – He doesn’t take pleasure in chaos and violence that takes place on Earth – the Earth that lacks mirth
I see destruction when I should be the good example, demonstrating constructiveness and reconciliation…I want to be known as Dave the Brave, not the scared, unprepared bard…I was once a timid, faithless boy – now, I’m building faith and fearlessness – I’m seeking His compassionate joy and I’m grateful to have this time to meditate while music is blasting in my ears…I long for a happier, healthier and bolder me…I was a coward once upon a time, but now, I don’t have to worry about a thing because His Spirit gives me strength and happiness – I’m frightened no more!
Never forget – yesterday is long gone and tomorrow is another day to earn God’s everlasting Knowledge and imagination all in one package – you just got to believe and be a delightful daydreamer like me – I’m only kidding…just don’t turn down His Word by listening keenly to His zealous nature... that is in all of us
Graceful loyalty is what He is looking for in each and everyone one of us…make sure you make Him proud because He’s our Fantastic Father of Flourishing Faith that is far greater than money’s worth…gold cannot compare to His Wisdom beyond the universe’s quantity…I love Him times an infinity and that will remain true forever and ever – I have confidence that it’s everlasting! I’m eternally obliged to have God on my side…His love and good fruits is everlasting!
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