Exactly What To Do
I am lost here
In my own mind
Facing my fears
My soul is what I hope to find
My heart is what I no longer want to hide
Drowning in my memories of you
I pray to God to give me a clue
Of exactly what to do
Sink or swim
Some days can be so grim
Can't pull out of my own darkness
I need your strength, your touch, your caress
And until I tell you everything
I'll get very little rest
Fantasy is mostly what gets me through
When my reality becomes clear once again
I'm left feeling blue
My mind always wonders right back to you
I know I ca't keep going like this
Need my life filled with more bliss
Yet I ca't get past
What I feel for you
Damn all this came at me fast
Our love was meant to be and it was meant to last
Even though all the years
Of no contact have passed
My tears for you are not going to stop
Nor are they wasted
I hope soon it'll be you I'm facing
And holding so tight
Never again to let you out of my sight
With myself I've been putting up one hell of a fight
Still not sure exactly what to do
But whatever it is
I need to face it with you
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