I can feel the walls closing in ... I’m so afraid of the pulmonary crumbling The glass ceiling is falling, shattered expectations of a jagged relation pierces my Peter Parker abdomen Serrated intimacy got a crimson cold carotid end I don’t jugular know when the heart attacks began Such visceral fear got my mind churning, tense spider senses has my skin crawling I guess boo neglect is a veiled negligee sin This panic room ain’t safe to fall asleep in ... too much suffocating pillow anxiety I fear for my emotional sanity And the coffin walls keep closer inching, as the worms of guilt start feasting Got dynamite claustrophobia fear of an aorta cave in I’m feeling the fear of losing you in the twilight nightshade — Shuttered windows ... bed unmade I’m so afraid, deathly afraid Feeling the tear squeeze of a zero g grave I can’t breathe ... I can’t move Excruciating pain is closing the lid of my void eyes Premature hearse ride is the fear of being buried alive My body felt the crushing darkness, when I saw the front door never again opening Love left me ... now I’m feeling soul empty I’m so scared and shuddering, the pulse walls have slammed four closed all hope And my cell has fell dead silent Dedicated to my beloved friend, Kee