Feelings I Can'T Help
As i sit here writing this poem you are the one flashing through my mind
And i have tried so hard to get you out and yet you linger
Is it because i haven't told you
But i have been down that road before and at the end i almost lost you
Its a lil bit funny i don't even know if you care that much for me
But i don't care what you think of me I'm in love with you
Its not that i want to be but the feelings are there and i can't help it
I have tried other lovers and even sex partners
But the feeling i had when i heard those 3 lovely words you said to me
I can't seem to find that grace again
Leaving me on a endless pursuit and hoping that 1 day I'll find it again
But don't worry about me I'm alive and doing well
I am not afraid to cry and let it all out
But what hurts the most was being so close and not knowing
What could have been
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