Finally
we broke it off finally i say
your annoying and clingy
your always texting me
always calling me
always telling me how pretty i am
always saying you love me
it makes me think about you all day
it’s annoying i say
then you leave and i think
i’m better off without you
right?
then why does the thought of you leaving
make me cry
cry so hard i’m sobbing
i’m crying the ugly cry
the one where my eyes are puffy
and there’s snot coming out my nose
the one where i’m shaking on the floor
the one where i can’t breath and i’m gasping for air
the one where the thought of you hurts like hell
the cry where i want to text you
tell you i’m sorry
and that i’ll never do it again
but then
the ugly cry goes away
i wipe the snot
the tears
i breath the air
and i stand
i stand up and let you be
because if you had wanted this
we would have it and i wouldn’t be crying.
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