First Love
Your ocean eyes haunt me.
Brings back the memories of falling recklessly in love.
A beautiful disaster. Love so powerful I thought it could with stand through a war over and over again
and wouldn’t be broken.
It was broken.
I was broken for 7 years.
I lost you and my mom in the same year.
I broke.
I bled.
I suffered.
I endured.
I break. I fall.
I was scared to fall Inlove with someone new,
because of you.
I was scared to ever let someone have a piece of me, the way you still do.
Love is eternal.
And I learned that with you.
No matter what I will always love you-
I always did and always will.
But You broke me.
Unbearable pain for 7 years!!
And you were unfazed.
You lied about why you left.
I blamed myself for so many years.
I broke your trust in simple way,
While you were out cheating and having 3 ways..
and that’s something I’m adiment about now.
no trust equals no relationship.
I came to another realization.
I will still love you the same- whether I see you every Tuesday, or never again.
And that will always kill me a little bit.
But it was divine intervention that ultimately knew,
we we called to go our separate ways.
Sincerely, Your first love.
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