Ghosting Me
It was a very overwhelming day today,
Yet I learned my many lessons with a grinning frown on my face
It was as if I've been given no second chance
But, God forgives me with his marvelous mercy
The torrent of tension washed upon me
It splashes into my veins of mere insanity
I grew attached to you as I saw fit clearly
You're perfectly imperfect and you knew it sincerely
I feel like no one loves me to be frank with you
I used to adore the way you looked at me, true
Now, out of the blue, you tell me you're taken
It's as if life is too unbearable to take… I've been forsaken.. Rejected… once again…
I've paid attention to you for so long…
Regret and pain is my lullaby song…
The torrent of tension rises up in me
Today, no one will recognize this love stored up remarkably inside me wholeheartedly
It was a very overwhelming night for me
You see, yet you don't see, my long lost baby
Babecakes will no longer be your nickname
Shame embraced me - I'm the one to blame
I feel hurt…
Uninformed and forlorn for a while…
Comfort…
Fails me now like a corrupted file
We will remain friends - yeah right...
It will never be the same, fickle lover
It was just a mere infatuation alright…
My adoration was festive towards you like no other
Now, I'm bound in these chains of doubt
There's absolutely no way out, so I pout
I wish you'd understand the way I'm feeling
Thanks for our heartless actions of ghosting
Shame on you for ghosting me for a long time
I should've known you were a drug addict idiot
I've been given a second chance from God actually
Poetry is in my veins, so cut off the strife of writer's block in my mind...and this sorrow from within
Wrestling with these woeful wildfires inside
Freestyling with my loneliness and pride
I liked you or loved you as a friend,
But I don't know anymore...you tend to offend…
Ghosting me gives me every right to be ghosting you…
For a matter of fact, I already blocked your number on my phone…
Don't ever call me again
Leave me alone..please leave me alone
You're just an abominable ghoster on his own
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