Give Up
i give up my life, with you. i give up my all i had with you,to be here with
parents ,aged and old ,guilt upon my head ,like rain up on torment,ive lost ,lost it
all, you, my children,my life ..do i even have a soul?ive loved and lost ,lost so
many times over .but ,when is it my turn ,to have a slice of happiness?? nearing
54 years,what have i to show?lost babies, lost husband ,whom i love so
much,,but guilt ,guilt rains heavy on my head and heart,to leave the parents who
raised me ? to leave the husband ,who loves me?death would be ,but a closer
thing to me ,to love and embrace...to leave the sad and soulful memories, far
behind ,to dream no more ,to love no more...to be no more.....
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