Love Poem: Gone

Gone

I remember the day you left 
I remember the day you said you're leaving 
Anxiety is suffocating me I'm barely breathing 

I'm caught up in my own  life
Pulled myself away from you 
And now it's way to late I'm sending messages to you 

I kept pushing you away even though you tried to help
But I just can't decide between loving you or myself 

These days ain't been the same since your side of the bed is cold 
Oh how I wish I had you here with me to hold 

Sometimes we run away from those who love us the most 
And when we're ready to love them they will be nowhere close