Good intentions
Boundaries, you say we should keep 'em.
I've always been the type of person
To try to get my point across without reason.
I’d be lying if I said I deny my own selfish desires.
Good intentions for you were all I had, But all it ever wound up as was bad.
Yea, I'm a little selfish,
Thinking I could take your heart and help it.
But ultimately, it wasn't you, it was me, Thinking if I can save you, that'll save me.
But now I know that can't be,
I've got some growing up to do at the very least.
It never involved you, and sadly,
I can't change the past, but I can see the lesson in it And try to grow from that.
Everyone has bumps in the road, But I kinda hit mine early.
And I'm not saying that's an excuse, I'm just tryna get through some things.
And if only I tell you,
Then maybe we could work through things.
But I hold it all inside,
And it comes pouring out my eyes like the rain.
Just really wish I knew how to deal with this pain.
But then my lips touch that bottle, And I feel like me again.
It's getting kinda dangerous,
Feeling so oblivious.
What a special kind of bliss, Waking up like, "What'd I miss?" Just to see me doing some stupid .
Then I'm back at it again,
Kinda got a feeling I know how this story ends.
But I'm tryna change, and I’ll do all I can Through life to keep my head up.
And I feel a change is coming, And it's only for the better.
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