Greatest Love Story Never Written
Feeling alone as if my soul were ripped in to, and made to scour the Earth searching desperately to fill this void.
No matter even in a crowded room always feeling as though the nearest person is a Galaxy away.
To have someone say they love you or I to them but never before feeling the deep passionate lust or desire moreover to be in love not merely to love. To never feel whole only loss pain and loneliness.
As though my entire life everything I truly cared about whether a person or mere inanimate object to be ripped away whenever I began to relax. Trying to remain a positive and objective person with the worst kind of luck to bestowed upon anyone ever!
Even though I got knocked down and crushed into tiny particles, always I build myself back up and create myself all over again just a little stronger and wiser.
I once had love so pure, truly absolute, seeming no words could ever describe how I felt.
Constantly surrounding myself with inanimate objects and people whom profess their love but I never felt it as though their interpretations of “Love” isn't real because I’d feel nothing at all.
To been able to share myself mind body and soul with another for nearly two decades, my true other half should be enough, I tell myself.
My twin flame, a relationship beyond any physical being. Someone who shares my sorrows as well as happiness, to think and feel exactly as I was incredible!
Even at times nearly worlds apart a sudden random call to ask if I'm okay or to what's going on, what's wrong or what's right knowing life changing events were taking place without physically being able to share in the moment but a deep feeling, a knowing... a sixth since.
Most go through their whole lives without ever experiencing anything close to this and I did, I his best friend soft place to land and he my protective rock.
Caroline Foister
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