Guilty
Guilt of loving too much
Guilty of wanting him too much
Guilty of giving and not receiving of all sorts of things sexually and non sexual
Guilty of letting him have his way with me when I wasn’t ready
Guilty of falling in love with who I thought was the one
Guilty of caring for someone who didn’t care as much
Guilty of loving someone who loves in a way I didn’t know how.
Guilty of letting him abuse my thoughts and turn them into something negative.
Guilty is how I feel about him
Or is it ignorance, which I didn’t see the person for who he is
Rude
Cruel
Respectful in his own way
Loving in his own way
Caring in his own way
Daring
Smart
Brilliant
Talented
So talented he had me begging for more.
Still I plead GUILTY……
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