Love Poem: Halo
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Written by: Cameron Boyd

Halo

I've never been here before 
Why is it so dark? 
This place is unfamiliar, 
So cold and unforgiving, 
I can hear wide open spaces 
And feel something close to me. 

There's got to be a way out of here 
But how much pain 
How many deaths 
Lay between here and where I want to be? 

Scared stiff, don't move a muscle 
Thank god I'm still alive, 
Safest place to be 
s'where I've been standing all along. 

God damn, just take my hand, 
Lead me out of here. 
I can see you when I close my eyes 
Your halo burning bright, 
I catch your ghost just for a moment 
When I open them again. 
Where'd you go, please take me there, 
It's where I want to be. 

Out of here 
Away from here 
It's where I want to be. 

What's that sound? Something's moving, 
Something dark and huge and heavy. 
What's that light? Something's shining, 
It must have been in hiding 
Behind what's hunting me. 

It's moving further, getting dimmer, 
Fading faster back to black. 
Can't see my feet but hear them running, 
Cool air rushing by me. 
Can't see my breath but feel my chest, 
And the nest of coals inside it. 

What's going on 
I was safer where I stood, 
Why am I chasing in the dark 
After your fading golden halo? 

Running blind- I shouldn't say that, 
I chase the only thing I've ever seen. 
Gaining slowly it comes closer, 
I see now a little truer 
A horizon burning brighter, 
(I've) not laid these eyes on it before. 

How did I go so gently into this cold starless night? 
How do I not remember what the day had brought ashore? 

Jumping hurdles I can't see 
Landing gracefully on 
Roots and rocks and rolling ankles,
Feeling so less safe than I am sorry. 
Limping, bleeding, scarlet drops in darkness, 
A trailing crimson tail behind me shows I must be getting closer. 
Pits and claws and stakes and jaws 
Crawling now and gaining still. 

Lighter, brighter, shining down, 
Your halo there above me. 
I've made it, I have won, 
Your honey bathes me well again. 

But I am tired and I must sleep, 
Here on the ground close at your feet. 
Let me close my eyes and pray that if they open 
This was more than just a dream.