Hard
It hurts so bad
my heart is so mad
and unbelievably sad
i try so hard...
so hard to be something im not
all the makeup in this
world cant cover what i seem to be
through the eyes of men
my body i wont give up so easy to you
i do nothing i dont want to,i do it to
stop the curiosity that runs through
my veins.
i hurt to know my heart has been teased
and for what?!what did my heart do to
deserve this act of cruelty but want to
love you.
i want to be kissed often and cared about
when im with you i want it to be me and you
i want it to be foreal
i want to write books about your smile
and the way you look and dress,words
get gumbled with emotions of hate and love with
little hope to find you.
anyway ill love you
and use you as my model of wonderful poetry.
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