Haunted Night
Tonight once again my heart goes crazy for you
So much, so badly, so terribly I miss you
I prayed that you were mine, but they were unanswered
Into so many countless parts my life is now shattered
It is my heart that is so mad and insane
Torn savagely by an excruciating pain
Wish that you never came into my life
Without you now I find it too hard to survive
I never hid anything, only told you the truth
But the depth of my love was worthless for you
It was all my fault to fall for someone
Told you my feelings, I shouldn’t have done
In the night when you are peacefully sleeping
Ever thought about my pain and suffering?
Day and night your thoughts haunt me
Is there no way that you could be my destiny?
The night is still young with full moon
But why did you walk out of my life so soon?
All the signs from your side
Depicted there was no one in your life
About her you should have given me a clue
Tell me how did, in anyway, I fail you?
Tell me if my love ever lacked sincerity?
Or you just took me as a passing fancy?
Will I ever be able to fulfill the standards of your ideal?
Flattering words you once said, were they time pass or real?
Your mails so sweet are still saved with me
To hear from you again I wait for each day so eagerly
After so many months of silence, emotions in me are there
I feel numb, but why my eyes still shed tears?
I wish somehow my love and feelings for you were dead
Into my life you’d never stepped
Someday not long from now
Your status would change from single to committed
How would I feel then, I dare not to think about it.
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