I do love my God And He knows that is true But my whole life has been pain My mood's always blue I do have a big heart Caring and knowledge to share Yet pain's always around me Life seems so very unfair I've tried so hard at love But always fell flat on my face I've played the fool long enough I just want out of this race Taking one's life might be wrong But living like this has got to be too So have mercy on my soul God For you know I've always loved you!