Heart Beat
When I pull away, you push
I’m silent, like a single finger to my blush lips
motioning “shush”
I feel like a caged tiger
craving freedom and lovers flesh
a prisoner of your personal horror
I must digress
I loose myself, into my mystical, magical, mind
to keep this empty agony, from burning into
each minute, of my lifetime
my body, feels frozen to your touch
your kisses, cannot melt my hatred
toward your soulless lust
I am strong from within, I cannot,
will not
let him win,
A real live porcelain doll I have
turned in
Two
lines forming a cross, hold my inner eye
for the Lords love catches my tears as I cry
when your fists, strike my body
a bloody mess, you leave my lie
punishing me for your insecurities
and false lies
a chance to escape you, this dream
has me hypnotized
each day of mine, ends in silent sorrow
and begins, with prayer filled sighs
For love, does not beat you behind backs
and then smile in your eyes
using such smiles to disguise
to the outside, false facial expressions
keep things trill
I pray, for the strength one day,
to fight my prisoner back
perhaps kill
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