Heartless
I am only as strong as my weakest link
The depression that I have makes me think
About all the negative things that happened in my life
None of them are very bright
I lost my girlfriend at the age of nineteen
She will always be my queen
And she always is in all my dreams
Haunting me everywhere I go
I cannot ever let her go
She shattered my heart and it has never healed
It too was head over heels
I wish I could have gotten one last appeal
I don't really think I will ever heal
I will never have or hold her now I truly know this
Somehow to me this is bliss
Knowing the fact she married a better man
He's given her more now than I ever can or could
I will never understand why GOD did this to me
Even though the picture is so obvious in front of me
She is happy and I am not and
She has got me so tied up in knots
I still lover her to this day
My memories of her will never fade
Even though her name is Renee
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