Made my choice I always wear the blessed Bennedict cross scared of the Devil himself for my soul protection I saw the faces twisted in agony mouths open screaming arms out pleading with love to be saved inside a moving mass of pain in Hell I walked in the burning darkness suffering pains a zombie for my sins a blind existence inside one shell I had no one other than family to call upon as friends Seeing suffering tortured souls what they done to me Trusted to easily used and stole from in my charity Born under the wolf moon always watching in the shadows a mountain climber by birthright Howling into a cold loneliness one fight with the heavens inside at war Brought to my knees in the all forgiving face of God cured of cancer one miracle I know destiny again coming out from arising sun I bow humble and meek I will be stronger for living knowing where to place my trust Smiling always with friends because I see now love It is you who makes each and every single world go around I walk now towards your light forgiving my past Ready to face this big bad world again only now I am stronger seeing hope always praying for you love No redemption in Hell it just keeps getting worse