Here Without You
Here without you
Paints me a realization that life isn't easy
It displaces the settling railroad
Taken away by the midnight train's calamity
Waiting impatiently
to face some inspiration given by God
Over the driver and I
By the way you shrivel up in anger,
I'm not ready to cross through the trampled street
Trampling over the infected cycle...unprepared to face reality's misfortune
Swimming in its ungrateful punishment
Settling in my sorrow state...shaping my way away from ignorant fate
You lie in scrumptious desires, supposedly independent in your heart-seeking choices
To burn the aches and rashes for all the times you fooled us...took us for granite
What do you have left to diminish?
To accomplish?
Here without you is like refusing an outspoken crowd, applauding in satisfaction
Ruining the family's reputation...flustering the gas station
Jaded by your defiant outbursts
Holding up my clutched fists in shame
Holding back tears that reck a moment's peace
This betrayal...not deserving a name
You were passing near us, snickering and cursing our form...our completive family
You wish for scrumptious desires...shaping your heart in frightening lies that strike the innocence of your presence
All the years seem to leave us behind
Settling in the resistible past
Passing our unachieved, future goals
Poverty splattering us in shapeless love
Rummaging mad as a furious bear in danger of unyielding snares
Are we on time to reach the morning train?
And start our life in a new cycle
This family barely has anything to gain
You aren't even offering us any advice...same be for you,
Pleasure-seeking mother
Here without you is competitive, but affordable and fair
We aren't crushed against your passionate glares
Here without you is an unhappy environment
Too caught up in unbearable suffocation and useless bafflement
Here without you
Paints me a realization that life isn't easy
It displaces the settling railroad
Taken away by the midnight train's calamity
Come home... face your fears and embarrassment
Get away from the monstrous zoo, snatching away impressing love
Help repair this tear between the whole family with our handyman
Giving it time to grow stable and secure
This family barely has anything to gain
You aren't even offering us any advice...same be for you,
Pleasure-seeking mother
Good riddance
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