Him Again
You tried to fix him once before
But realized he couldn't be fixed
You gave it time,to much time in fact
What hurt the most was forgetting about it all
Putting all the memories and all the laughs we shared into a box in my mind and never opening it again.
I locked that box as soon and you broke me and opened up every once in a while…
He showed you what true love was really like
Then he showed you what it felt like to be broken
He even showed you what it was like to trust
Then showed you how trust can be broken and turned into pain and suffering
WHY DO I MISS YOU?
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T!
JUST STOP!!!
Missing someone who doesn't miss you hurts the most
So much time that was wasted worrying about you 24/7
I don't know why i care for you so much,i don't know why i miss you here and there
You have taught me something over these past few years
Thank You for teaching me that i don't truly need you,i might think i need you
But i don't
I only really need to love one person
I only really need to worry about one person and care for that one person
And that is myself.
Now that i have myself,now that i truly love myself for who i am,i know i don't need you
I never will need you because i have her.
She is all i need
I found her
I found myself.
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