Love Poem: Holding Candle

Holding Candle

Holding Candle

Holding on to the candle I was and I am,
                                 burning, shattered, evaporated and retold.

Fired from both ends, the glaring candle
                                and I have come to, tired, incinerated rest. 

From wild blazes on my inner screen,
                from curse of the moulded heat
                          and molten wax, I am now waning for
                                    a sparkling moon, the beams of the sun.

    The porcelain base in tatters, broken
             shards of fragments, a remnant of
                     what was, the fire had been too hot, the
                             turmoil now shrouded in volcanic ashes.

                                   Imploded, explosive yesterdays, a jester
                        moping, mocking mascara’s delusion,
          lost the gloss, a mere façade, a dissolution

                                      Yet some glowing ember has remained
                       on empty smoking canvass, scorched in
          black and grey like charcoal smouldering

                              Cast for change, another candle flickers, lies
          in waiting, a mosaic of fragrant fracture incensed,
holding on, letting go, flaming and holding forth.

01st July 2017