How Do I
gathered all my strength
As I withdrew from you
Finally made that commitment
So that we were through
Was fine for a day or two
Shortly after that it started to kick in
Asked myself “did I lose my surface”?
Because what I am skating on is thin
See I try to fight the thought
But it seems that it’s too heavy
Should I have moved on?
Because in reality you’re never really ready
I refuse to swallow my pride
Conditioning to this pain
Soon I will get use to it
And will be able to maintain
But until then…
How do I get back on track?
How do I suppress this stressful feeling
When it constantly attacks
Always said I was gone let you go
Now I see easier said than done
Though now that I’m done
I lie alone feeling dumb
Now my whole attitude has changed
I’m currently thinking something new
Swore I was ready to leave
But see that I really want to be with you
Now I think I made a mistake
Whether your good for me or not
I just want to be with you
And I just want this pain to stop
BUT HOW DO I
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