Hurt
I actually loved you,
I think that’s what hurts me most
Now looking back,
All I see is my heart’s ghost
I can’t cry anymore,
My tears have run dry
Everything you meant to me,
got lost within your lie
I gave you all of me, and placed
my trust in you
I should’ve known sometimes, it
really is too good to be true
Perhaps we never should’ve gone
that far,
We weren’t ready for what came
And there’s no point in our
arguing,
Neither one of us will take the
blame..
I love the person that you are,
But you were never meant for me
We only trap each other,
Let’s say goodbye and both be
free
I hoped for forever
Yet now I don’t even want to
remember
Your smell, face or even the
beautiful memories in December
Only pain in my eyes
Pain in my heart
Pain in my soul
I wanted it all
The good and the bad
Because that’s what lovers do
But I could not handle the bad
side of you
We took a chance
And it blew right back in my face
I look at my heart
It’s now an empty place
..I held you in high regard,
And you know what, I still do
I just need some time to
internalize, there’s no more ‘me
and you’
You were a blessed part of my life,
I don’t know if I’ll again feel this
way
And who knows what the future
holds,
Maybe ‘me and you’ again,
someday? ..
But for now I can’t deny it,
We have run our course
You’re no longer mine,
And I’m no longer yours
I’m not yours you’re not mine
All I did was wait for a sign
That would tell me that it’s finally
time
I get happy with somebody
You became somebody and back
into being nobody
I’m not mad, why would I be
Your choice, clearly I won’t be
Sad because of the choice you
made
The words you never said
The attention you never paid
Time heals all wounds
But the pain in this one should be
forever
It reminds me of how ruthless the ones
you love can be.
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