I am a lot of things I am a mother I am a child I am a sister I am a friend I am someones lover I am unfortunately someones wife I am always afraid of doing the wrong thing and of making mistakes I feel sooo much at one time I feel loss I feel love I feel a burning hatred that runs sooo deep I feel confusion of where I am going and what I am doing I feel lost and without any understanding I am who I am and what I am I know I am not perfect and neither is anyone else I am tired of being judged by my past I made my mistakes don't want them thrown in my face If I had not made those mistakes I would not be who I am Take me or leave me I am who I am and make no more apologies Love me, hate me I don't care anymore I am tired of being nice and keeping my mouth shut I am tired of not being allowed to be me I am not an easy woman to love I am complex and simple ALL at once I want love and need love but will live without it if I have to Take your best shot because I am.......ME!