I Cant Now Disappear
i cant now disappear
disapper into my broken black backwards.
i catch it,
yet it runs to and under candle light
to years ago to the angst, to hate
the self-loathing,
even to the laughs, smiles
untouches conspired and half committed.
for my failure to follow through
for my testing of the Fates
exile i received
to wander the shades for Eternity
until a weave was woven
that changed my fate.
i rose restored from the great below
to the great above
and patiently waiting for me there,
my one true love
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